Staring at my food but I cannot eat it, laying in bed but I am not sleeping, crying in my room and I keep it top secret because people tell me they care but they do not mean it.
I'm cut open, even though I am not bleeding. My hearts broken, so I'ma make it stop beating someone runs in the room and screams
"He's not breathing!"

Its not easy to live in my shoes, for years now I had to I have had to prove myself as a man and not some confused girl who only wants attention. Most of you wake up and look in the mirror and see yourself, well i wake up and I see a person who has changed so much over the years but to society I am still just a confused "female". Sure some people understand but most don't I have to prove myself and make myself passable as a man to societies eye. So please don't tell me this is a phase, how wrong it is, how ill never be who I say I am. Just simply let me take my path to a life I want to live.